Cogito & Microcosmos

這件事情，是我大學一個男同學，最近交了女朋友。
我跟這個男同學認識，不算熟但是會聊聊天。我大學的時候，曾經對他有好感。後來他研究所留在同一個學校唸了，我卻跑來埔里深山修煉，跟他比較少聯絡。當然我對他有好感這個事情呢，他本人不曉得，但是呢我身邊的好朋友都略知一二。
兩個小時之前，我另一個好朋友說，
那個男同學交了女朋友。

The other day I attend a BBQ party which was hold by some foreigners. Amount these people, there are 3 couples, an english man married a taiwanese girl, they have a cute little boy, the second couple are a canadian woman with a phillipine, oh how they love eachother!
The third couple are Craig and Nick. Before I attend the party, I just finished watching a movie named " Capote, In Cold Blood", Yes, you are right, it's that " Truman Capote".
And what a coinsedence that Craig chatted with me that night, most of the topics are about homosexual, lesbian and art.
He asked me if I am afraid of gay people, I said no, because I have some gay friends. The he started asking me why many taiwaneses are afraid of gay people?
This suddently reminds me of one thing.

不是我在說，找一個男朋友真的有那麼難喔。
想想我，已經大四，又唸中文系，照理說，中文系的女生應該很吃香啊，很有書卷氣、又滿溫文的，我以為很多男生喜歡這種的。
況且我大一進來的時候學姊說中文系的女生啊，如果到了大四都還沒有男朋友，身價會下跌。
這時候我就忍不住地想，什麼？難道我的身價下跌了嗎??
反觀我朋友，怎麼好像永遠有男人排隊等著她挑啊。

我常常幻想自己的"Ideal Day"。所謂"Ideal Weekand", 就是「理想的週末」，當上了五天班後，我的禮拜六日要怎麼過？
之前我想過等我退休了我要開一間咖啡廳，名字我都想好了，就叫做"L'anamour"。不過這是退休之後的事情。
現在寫的這篇文章，就是我想像以後的"Ideal Weekand", 所以有點流水帳。(大家看了可不要笑的一塌糊塗)
禮拜五的晚上，我從學校回來(我以後想去大學教書)，這天上了通識課，我開了一門「美國1950-60年代音樂風潮」課程。今天教的是「美國化的Bossa Nova」。